The X-files..
and i am not even talking about the movie or the show.. 
so i was on a mission today.. i was going through some major pile of rubbish.. you know spring cleaning.. (yeah a cool way to spend your long weekend) so back to my spring cleaning.. i was piling some recycling.. some overdue recycling.. magazines, brochures, calendars.. you name it i got it.. hehehe
so almost done with the recycle bits when i noticed another “pile” of more magazines. i checked it out and it was fashion magazines from 2003! phew, the fashion was way tooo different from then i tell you. i was browsing through trying to remember why i bought it.. pages after pages then BAM!!!! a birthday card from an x.. and not even my x…
“… you will always be the love of my life…” says on the front of the card…
my chest tightened and my hands shaking.. although x is the past and i am the present and the future, something about a memory of x bites me…
i ask *God to bless my heart with forgiveness towards x, i ask *God to bless my memory to forget anger towards x.
just bitching!
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