all things negative

well, let’s just today is all things negative..

i chose to be negative anyway so who cares.. it’s only for today so why not stretch it until sunrise.. shall we?

let’s start with shoes, it doesn’t fit me! it’s only today that it doesn’t fit me.. i’ve been wearing them for like months now! then someone’s lunch smell was all over the place at work.. considering that it’s the fasting season, my “will” was tested.. i was strong to fight the smell and think of work instead of food.. so that was OK.. and just when i was the busiest someone who was ask to do something asked me to do it.. like since when that became my job?!

then TRUE friends that are non-existent.. at the moment.. everyone is b!tching behind everyone’s back. sometimes i wish i am ever present at every gathering they do so they won’t b!tch about me.. but hey, i contribute to their satisfaction, so let it be..

so do you think it’s the time of the month or it’s just one of those days that i need some reason to be angry?

so what negative feelings am i feeling today?

- jealous, because your other friends are all getting together and you’re not invited. (so they can bitch about you)

- isolated, because your other friends are all getting together and you’re not invited… (did i just typed that)

-old, because everyone i know around me or at least those who are as old as me are either getting married or having baby number 2

- fat, none of my pants can ever fit me anymore!

- alone, because i am not invited.

So, that’s about it … maybe tomorrow i’ll chose to be positive

~ by Sheryl on September 18, 2007.