“don’t give up on us baby” and a plan

it’s an old song so i don’t know if you’ve heard it.. i am not that old but i grew up with these songs..

all weekend, this is the only song that keeps on playing in my head..
it’s not a last-song-syndrome because i haven’t heard it since i don’t know when.. but it’s just playing in my head.

well.. maybe because that’s all i think about “not giving up”

just days ago.. i thought of giving up.. forgive me but i felt running away..
then i realised that i am being too selfish, immature and coward..
and i don’t want to live in misery and sadness.. and trully i can’t live without him
you see, i didn’t give up before, why give up now?

true love doesn’t come easily..
they said once you’ve found it, take care of it, nurture it, fight for it and don’t ever let it go.

i can say i found true love..
some may not believe me.. but what i have now is far beyond great (Mashallah) and it is indeed True love (Mashallah)

and i am wiling to fight for it.
i won’t give up. i don’t want to put regret on anything.. if it doesn’t work out in the end, at least i’ve tried everything that i can

i’m plunging in.. 
this is my one true love we’re talking about.. and i’m going to fight for it.

 it’s not one way.. i know that..
fighting for it has to come from both sides..

but my side will be fighting for it no matter what..

and because of this.. i am going to start to have a plan..

i hope i won’t be fighting for it alone.

~ by Sheryl on February 12, 2007.