he’s smiling :)

everytime i call him he sound so sad
he always say that he’s ok and he’s doing fine
but being a daughter i can sense that he’s not.

because of this i tend not to call him rather i just email him or sms him.
i feel sad everytime i call him and he’s sad.
like all my efforts to move on whipped off just like that.
and as much as i wanted to cheer him up, i can do so much..
if he wants to be sad then he will be sad.

however today was different…
i felt a strong urge to call him..
as soon as he picked up, i can sense his smile..
he’s smiling..
he said he was just thinking about me..

we talked for a while, asked him how he’s doing today…

he gave me pieces of advice.. actually it ‘was’ mum’s pieces of advice to me..

teased him of being a copycat!

the conversation was full of smiles and he even laughed..
and that made me happy..

after that phonecall, i didn’t feel that i am fasting..

his voice made my day
his smile made it even better

if only i can hug him now…

~ by Sheryl on September 26, 2006.