it’s not bad as i thought it was (after all)
the past week has taught me so many things about me, my relationship, my family, my siblings and our dobey.
our dobey
that no matter how far dobey is, dobey will find us and will reach us and will check on us and will be there for us and we are too for dobey 
that dobey is a true friend and someone you can always count on
that dobey doesn’t judge me for who am i and who am not
my family
that no matter how you try to make them understand, they won’t.. or worst they don’t
that no matter how you reach out to them.. they move further away from you
that no matter what they do to me or my immediate family, they are still my family
my siblings
that no matter where we are we are still there for each other
that no matter how seldom we talk to each other, we are no stranger to one another
that no matter how people wants us to be “NOT OK”… we are OK and we’re good
My relationship
that it is much better and i should say stronger now (Mashallah)
Myself
that i am a strong woman
that i will fight for my mum no matter what
that i have forgiven my dad a long time ago
that i have learned to let go some of the hate i feel for T
that i am a real cry baby who cries when happy or when sad or when angry or when watching Oprah
that i love him. i really do.
so, it may be an emotional week but it wasn’t bad as i thought it is..
i’ve learned new things and that’s what matter.
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