found the song for someone i never thought i would hate this much

hey, guess what i’ve found THE perfect song for T.

never really thought i would hate someone as much i hate this person.

i am not that bad, i feel her and i’ve been understanding her since i don’t know when but what she’s done to me just brought me to the edge.

never met someone like her.

i know soon i will be able to let go of the hate and forget. but not now..

Dear T

not really sure if you will be reading this, but who cares. i’m tired of understanding you and always considering what’s best for you.

i tried as much to make your situation convenient. i tried so much to understand what you want. i tried so much and did everything to make things better for you.

still you’ve hurt me sooo much.

i know time heals everything but i am still waiting (as the song goes.)

you see, i don’t get even.. i get upset.. and then i forgive then forget.

tired of you.. i am really am.

i wish you all the best in the future.

This song describes how i feel now ..

Not ready to make nice (Dixie Chicks)

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I’m not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I’m still waiting

I’m through, with doubt,
There’s nothing left for me to figure out,
I’ve paid a price, and i’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice,
I’m not ready to back down,
I’m still mad as hell
And I don’t have time
To go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can’t you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it

I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don’t mind saying,
It’s a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice,
I’m not ready to back down,
I’m still mad as hell
And I don’t have time
To go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I’m not ready to make nice,
I’m not ready to back down,
I’m still mad as hell
And I don’t have time
To go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I’m not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I’m still waiting

Take care.

~ by Sheryl on August 17, 2006.